It was a subdued sound. A terrible low thud, instantly swallowed by the aggressive squeaking of tires, when a car sped away. I had never before heard this particular cadence of noise, but I instantly knew what it meant.
I started to run toward the noise. I dashed down the dock, toward the street, through an opening between the warehouses, onto the wide sidewalk. The massive silhouettes of the financial district’s high rises shot up before me like super-sized medieval towers, their tips sucked up by the city's fog.
My schedule as a security guard for Pier 3 hacked the night into neat little time-slices, dictating where I had to be at exactly which minute of my shift. It was Friday morning between 2:15 and 2:30 a.m. The Embarcadero, the four-lane street which runs along San Francisco’s bay front, was empty. Something was lying on the brightly lit streetcar tracks that divide the north- and south-bound lanes. A human body. Thrown there by the car that I had only heard, not seen. But I had recognized the low sound of impact, when a fast, heavy vehicle had hit a human being with a cruelly understated tone of tissue tearing, organs exploding and bones shattering.
There was no indication that somebody had tried to brake the car, I recalled now while running across Embarcadero. Only acceleration, an engine revving, then the thud, and a fraction of a second later, the screaming tires.
I kneeled beside the limp body. It was a man,dressed in a gray business suit. His bright blue tie was wrapped around his neck. He lay on his side. His long, slender arms and legs in odd positions, like a rag doll tossed aside by an angry child. I touched his face—the short, brown hair, thin lines of blood running from the corners of his mouth, nose, even his ears. His skin was still warm, but I knew he was dead.
I am no medical doctor, but I have studied biology. I learned about the physical principles of life and death only from a theoretical, molecular viewpoint, not from experience and practice. But I knew this man. I had felt his spirit, his vivacity, his absolute love for life. I did not need to check any vital signs to feel that all this had passed away. My friend, Jeff, was gone.